Patience
That word rings so badly in my head for the past few days yet I was too occupied with other holiday laziness to write. That is one kind of patience I guess. The lazy kind of patience. Hmm... so this patience thing used to be one of my biggest flaw. I was always flared up and hot headed before this. I believe (still believing) that its purely hormonal.
Patience is some kind of training, it requires constant work out and practices. As far as I know, I didn't develop it in a day or two its over the years in a very odd and cheesy way. Not revealing that one.
Patience is something I'd say as to wait for something without feeling angry or even regret the wait. That was the type of patience that I got after some real training. The waiting is definitely tough and harsh, I'd grumble and get all flustered over it but it subsides gradually and eventually it went on with only a breath or two of those grumbles.
After all these years... I've learned to calm down and try to pit-stop at logic before going over to angry. In this I find myself getting more sense out of it than getting the pressure up over a grain of what seem to be problem before this. In fact, patience reward you not only with lesser pressures it helps you value things in life. The slowing down and being more laid back definitely helps in enjoying life.
Oh great... I've lost my momentum in writing this thanks to the holiday mood at full swing. I've been too involved with baking and getting all excited that I'm totally losing the words in my head. All I know is I better scoot over to the flour and eggs before my brother made me into the waffle topping. Promise to write a better post next time and say no to procrastination.
That word rings so badly in my head for the past few days yet I was too occupied with other holiday laziness to write. That is one kind of patience I guess. The lazy kind of patience. Hmm... so this patience thing used to be one of my biggest flaw. I was always flared up and hot headed before this. I believe (still believing) that its purely hormonal.
Patience is some kind of training, it requires constant work out and practices. As far as I know, I didn't develop it in a day or two its over the years in a very odd and cheesy way. Not revealing that one.
Patience is something I'd say as to wait for something without feeling angry or even regret the wait. That was the type of patience that I got after some real training. The waiting is definitely tough and harsh, I'd grumble and get all flustered over it but it subsides gradually and eventually it went on with only a breath or two of those grumbles.
After all these years... I've learned to calm down and try to pit-stop at logic before going over to angry. In this I find myself getting more sense out of it than getting the pressure up over a grain of what seem to be problem before this. In fact, patience reward you not only with lesser pressures it helps you value things in life. The slowing down and being more laid back definitely helps in enjoying life.
Oh great... I've lost my momentum in writing this thanks to the holiday mood at full swing. I've been too involved with baking and getting all excited that I'm totally losing the words in my head. All I know is I better scoot over to the flour and eggs before my brother made me into the waffle topping. Promise to write a better post next time and say no to procrastination.
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