Drying Up


It has been insanely long since I wrote anything that is not in the academic flavour and I find it hard to believe that my mind is drying up in the way I see things. I miss the times where I can relate to almost anything and see it from another point of view. Create a very strange and surreal connection to it and salvage it all like it's some diamond dusted lollipops.

I miss writing. I hope that this weekend getaway would reunite my "normal" neurons and have some electrocution take place, burn down all these tedious academic formalities that I have temporarily installed. These dry and tedious program had transformed me into a boring, practical, and uninteresting object. I see a cup as a cup and a table as a table. Sigh... when did my world become so logical and formal. BORING!!!

I need my warped mind back! I miss the swirlies and colours and bubbles in my painted world. This reality is killing my nerves! I hate how the world had things etched in "practicality" and rigidness. We are kids in this big playland. Why freeze everything and make the world gloomy and grey? As much as I hate it, this uninteresting side of the world is slowly pulling me into it's gravity. *screams*

This Island Escapade better do me good. A little bit of nature and alone time and friends and some mind-swirling drinks.

Signing off is,
Mel the Boring