It's Christmas Time


2010 is coming to an end in about a week, Christmas is in two days.

Where's the spirit of festivity in me? Wrapping pressies was fun, shopping for them was fun, receiving is fun. But still... there's this bit of Christmas that isn't filled.

Is it harder to fill when your world gets bigger? Is there more gaps to fill as we grow older?

With all that noise and cheer, it feels quieter and lonelier.

Nothing comes easy, but it gets harder when you are in a daze not knowing what is.