It's Feeling


Sometimes life give you the greatest tease. Just when you start having really strong doubts about things, suddenly without you realizing, it is pulled back and given a spin.

These teases comes back with bold statements and basically highlights the important gist, in-your-face style.

Being a sensitive mice that I am, I do wonder how much he cares, how much I matter, what ifs, hows, and what not run through my mind? Nothing! Everything, good or bad. Then I'd get stupidly depresso and wallow in stupidity. I'd be this unreasonable idiot and sulk at my corner. I'd oversee the things he has done and is doing for me. I'm not being fair to him.

But today things took a turn... While at work, I had this immense uneasy feeling and it bothered me so badly. I chose to work instead. It got really bad later on and I had to text him to ask how his day was. I was not worrying for nothing. He was having a bad day.

I sound superstitious. But it's like we connect in some way. 'cause the same happened but I was having a bad day, and he texted.

It's a spin.