Distractable Creatures


I'm reallllllly bad at staying focus during exam times. I can't seem to just stay put and study my heart out. Arffff! I had my facebook quarantined... I shut down the laptop, I study then fall asleep. Seriously, I got to stop all that and just study.

There's this dread in study. It gives me that gloom and that mind blockage thing.

My lecturer is right in some ways... He said that I'm not performing up to my standard. I'm like only halfway to my potential. He was disappointed in me. I don't know what I've been doing, what I'm doing, and what I'll be doing.

How did I even get there? I don't know... I'm so distractable. Creatures like me... sometimes are beyond save. I better be studying. I should, I have to.