Among the Stars Where She Belongs
When the rain came it is as if you are saying goodbye to me. As if you were there with me throughout my journey to see you. How coincidental, when the rain stopped the moment I stepped out of the car.
I'm sorry that I didn't have the courage to stay longer with you the other day. It was too painful to see you weak like that. I was not expecting this. I'm sorry that I didn't spend more time with you and I'm sorry that I chose to detach myself to a certain extent because I was afraid to lose you. I'm sorry for being selfish like that.
Valentine's would never be the same, it teaches me what love means. Because we never really knew when you were born, but today as you leave me, you never really did 'cause you've etched a very deep memory and meaning in my life.
If it is true that all the stars are made of precious people, I know that you're watching me all day and all night and all my life. You would shine for me when it is dark and you would still be there when it is bright all along.
Thank you for the companionship, friendship, love, protection, and everything that you are to me. I'm sorry if I have let you down in any way, which I know I have. But you have never let me down in any way except the times when you would go crazy with marking the territory, but you should know that despite all that, I still love you and always will.
I miss our durian moments, I miss giving you yougurt cups, I miss my little living vacuum, I miss every moment that I had with you.
I'm not angry that you didn't wait for me to come 'cause I know that you wouldn't want me to see you going away. She said you made some noise and it was just a couple of minutes before I was there. You would know how much of a softie I am from the countless amount of times that you witnessed my teary eyes. I know that you waited for me, I know. I appreciate that and I know what you did was out of your love for me 'cause you would know how I could not handle to see you passing in front of me. I felt the warmth on your body and I knew you did what you think was best for me out of unconditional love.
Thank you for being a very beautiful part of my life.
For one last time, I'm sorry that I have to cry like this I know you won't want me to but I really can't help it. Please forgive me whenever I cry like this.
When the rain came it is as if you are saying goodbye to me. As if you were there with me throughout my journey to see you. How coincidental, when the rain stopped the moment I stepped out of the car.
I'm sorry that I didn't have the courage to stay longer with you the other day. It was too painful to see you weak like that. I was not expecting this. I'm sorry that I didn't spend more time with you and I'm sorry that I chose to detach myself to a certain extent because I was afraid to lose you. I'm sorry for being selfish like that.
Valentine's would never be the same, it teaches me what love means. Because we never really knew when you were born, but today as you leave me, you never really did 'cause you've etched a very deep memory and meaning in my life.
If it is true that all the stars are made of precious people, I know that you're watching me all day and all night and all my life. You would shine for me when it is dark and you would still be there when it is bright all along.
Thank you for the companionship, friendship, love, protection, and everything that you are to me. I'm sorry if I have let you down in any way, which I know I have. But you have never let me down in any way except the times when you would go crazy with marking the territory, but you should know that despite all that, I still love you and always will.
I miss our durian moments, I miss giving you yougurt cups, I miss my little living vacuum, I miss every moment that I had with you.
I'm not angry that you didn't wait for me to come 'cause I know that you wouldn't want me to see you going away. She said you made some noise and it was just a couple of minutes before I was there. You would know how much of a softie I am from the countless amount of times that you witnessed my teary eyes. I know that you waited for me, I know. I appreciate that and I know what you did was out of your love for me 'cause you would know how I could not handle to see you passing in front of me. I felt the warmth on your body and I knew you did what you think was best for me out of unconditional love.
Thank you for being a very beautiful part of my life.
For one last time, I'm sorry that I have to cry like this I know you won't want me to but I really can't help it. Please forgive me whenever I cry like this.
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