Precious


At the brink of dawn with a mind subconsciously awake, suddenly there was a jolt of the subconscious and the conscious... The current of the subconscious pulled me in and told me this;

"You know why you were so afraid Mel?
All these while you were so scared?
The times when you freaked out... Worried... Skeptical... and being a Paranoid?
And you still are
Do you know why?
Have you come to realization?
All those turbulent emotions...
Have you thought?"

Honestly, I didn't...
I thought it was just a normal reaction in the form of complexity called me...
A person who overthinks.
Not until the subconscious nailed it in;

You are so afraid, so skeptical, so paranoid, so worried, so freaked out
because it was
PRECIOUS

YOU are;
afraid of losing it,
skeptical of being wrong,
paranoid of breaking it,
worried of hurting it,
freaked out for acknowledging it

because it is PRECIOUS...

It is so precious that you want to guard it all the time,
Keep it safe but reachable,
You are afraid of reaching it and holding it in your hands...
because you are afraid of exposing it to danger,
thus, you torment your senses with it...

PRECIOUS...

That was it. It is PRECIOUS